I'm scared...I really am....
I feel like everything's changing...
Like a wall building up between us....
Feel like we're losing each other...

Fuck!!
My heart hurts again....and I'm afraid if I can't ignore this and move on... everything will die...
...everything...and I don't want that....

Will I ever stop falling?

...and will you always be there to catch me??

Adele- Set fire to the rain

I guess I knew it....I saw it coming.... just NOT with her....


All of this can only be the living prove of my right choice...She was the reason everything ended for good...
No...I'm not being selfish...they can live happily ever after...just like I will...
My heart will move on....from now on that chapter is closed and burried....
No memories...no looking back, no wondering, no last kiss....


Friendship...that's all that's ever gonna be....that's all it ever was....

Jeffery Scott

Falling

I close my eyes...

Maybe the tears will go away, maybe his touch won't be so painful...

I can hear his thoughts and his desperation, I can feel him holding on to me...

And I keep on falling...

In love... Out of love...who can tell??

There's no difference between them, it's all about the pain.

And I feel empty, hopeless, and my dreams slip through my fingers...they go away with him...

I love him and ... I don't.

I need him ... but I keep pushing him away.

I can't live without him ... but maybe I just don't want to live...

I open my eyes...

The shades of blue and grey blind me with their light.

He's sitting next to me, his head on my shoulder.

A kiss....His eyes find their way to mine, they tell me what I need to hear...what I already know...

I'll stay.....I love you....

S.L