viernes, 21 de diciembre de 2012

There are so many things that inspire me and so many I adore that my heart feels torn and I can't seem to find enough time for all of them...my newest love is demanding more time from me and I don't know how to please it!!




Arts are so complicated...

lunes, 29 de octubre de 2012

OMFG!!! For the first time in two years I actually like another guy!!!! Can't believe this!!!
Not that I'm going to do anything about it but still!!!...makes me feel guilty...

martes, 2 de octubre de 2012

lunes, 24 de septiembre de 2012

24

Time goes by so quickly that tonight I look back and it seems like another life time....
most of the time it just feels like you've forgotten and it hurts....and some other times I feel like it'll really be ok...
...either way I'm here and I'll always be...
but still let me just say...for old time's sake.....

"Don't forget"

lunes, 17 de septiembre de 2012

September issues...

So yes, I know...sounds kindda stupid that last post, I mean I really shouldn't be so freaky about it or about her...
I got my own life, my own love and I'm crazy with happiness in my relationship!
So...what the hell is wrong with me??
Let me tell you: EVERYTHING.
Thing is we may be over a looong time ago, but she's still my BFF and I care about her and it's becoming more and more obvious that she's changed...a lot..ever since she left.
And don't get me wrong in many ways she's changed for better it's just that since it has all happened being so far away from me, the first thing I could think of when I saw her again this summer is:     God she's so different! and it's so weird to talk to her like this...I guess I'm getting behind in her new life because of the distance....I just hope this feeling of weirdness goes away.
So if you read this...sorry if I act strange when we talk but really hasn't been easy to keep the trust with a couple e-mails in three months...
BTW: NEW RESOLUTION....TO KEEP IN TOUCH MORE OFTEN!
And I guess it surfaces more because of this time of the year...

Anyway I love you, I miss you, look out for my mails or posts right here! and.......



HAPPY SEPTEMBER!




S.

jueves, 6 de septiembre de 2012

September

And yes...it's that time of the year again...but this time it's kindda painful...
can't help feeling like I'm loosing her every day a little bit more...

martes, 5 de junio de 2012

Loving Love

Love is not just kissing, flowers and happiness....

Sometimes love is also crying, hurting and sacrifice....


It took me long enough to understand it, but once you've passed all the shit, the pain and long nights thinking it is not worth it.... then you realize that love is life: there are always some rainy days, but if you look passe them you'll see there are far more gorgeous and perfect ones...


S.L.

viernes, 24 de febrero de 2012

Reminiscencias

De un tiempo para acá me he sorprendido a mi misma algo reminiscente sobre el pasado....
Tal vez sea obra de cierta serie de T.V que trata una cualidad perteneciente a otros tiempos, aunque en realidad no solo han pasado dos años.... Pero no es solo esa serie que me recuerda una parte de el, no...me encuentro analizando todos aquellos hechos y situaciones que marcaron, de una forma u otra, mi corta vida.
Y por ende...todas las personas.

Cuando estoy en el metro, almorzando o simplemente descansando.
De un momento a otro me invaden recuerdos y pensamientos de lo que  fue y pudo ser, de cosas que jamas sucedieron y cosas que si.
No se bien porqué lo hago... a veces creo que dudo demasiado de las personas, especialmente de mi misma, y por eso no alcanzo a imaginar que este momento que vivo ahora de perfecta dicha pueda durar mucho mas...

Probablemente solo intento sabotearme a mi misma...


S.L

martes, 10 de enero de 2012

Love the way you look..

These are a couple of my latest looks that I completly love!!

This is a black corset that I bought a couple years ago and i matched it with an asimetrical kind of skirt that I recently adquired..




This leather imitation pants were my obsession and were really hard to get...but they look great with anything!