September issues...

So yes, I know...sounds kindda stupid that last post, I mean I really shouldn't be so freaky about it or about her...
I got my own life, my own love and I'm crazy with happiness in my relationship!
So...what the hell is wrong with me??
Let me tell you: EVERYTHING.
Thing is we may be over a looong time ago, but she's still my BFF and I care about her and it's becoming more and more obvious that she's changed...a lot..ever since she left.
And don't get me wrong in many ways she's changed for better it's just that since it has all happened being so far away from me, the first thing I could think of when I saw her again this summer is:     God she's so different! and it's so weird to talk to her like this...I guess I'm getting behind in her new life because of the distance....I just hope this feeling of weirdness goes away.
So if you read this...sorry if I act strange when we talk but really hasn't been easy to keep the trust with a couple e-mails in three months...
BTW: NEW RESOLUTION....TO KEEP IN TOUCH MORE OFTEN!
And I guess it surfaces more because of this time of the year...

Anyway I love you, I miss you, look out for my mails or posts right here! and.......

HAPPY SEPTEMBER!

S.